Empowering and precious moments in
The Meihana Healing Clinic
Sitting with her I was able to access that deep dark place
with her permission
That hid the rage, shame, guilt and her precious voice
I was able to access her anger for her
Her rage
She had kept quiet for years
Carrying the shame of being raped It had spiralled her into a deep depression
Now she was with me and safe I was able to be with her and bring up the rage on her behalf
She watched me and felt me bring it up out of her body
I roared and fucken roared on her behalf
She had been crippled by silence and shame and was to scared to reach it
To go there
What if she spiralled into an even deeper depression by accessing it on her own
Now we were together ~with the Grandmother guides)
We would all bring up every bit of that rage and the shame and guilt that was not hers
I looked her in the eyes and told her It was NOT your fault
I did this over and over until I could see she was starting to believe it and so was her body
That had been holding the memory and trauma of this
We would make sure she was no longer holding this
it was not hers I could feel her body releasing it
Finally, she was being
held,
listened to,
understood,
loved,
We would get her back
Most of all she would get herself back.
