Empowering and beautiful moments
in my work
TRIGGER WARNING
April 2020
Sitting with her
I was able to access that deep dark place
with her permission
That hid the rage, shame, guilt and her precious voice
I was able to access her anger for her
Her rage
She had kept quiet for years
Carrying the shame of being raped
It had spiralled her into a deep depression
Now she was with me and safe
I was able to be with her and bring up the rage on her behalf
She watched me and felt me bring it up out of her body
I roared and roared on her behalf
She had been crippled by silence and shame
and was too scared to reach it
To go into it
What if she spiralled into an even deeper depression by tapping it on her own
Now we were together ~
(with the Grandmother guides)
We would all bring up every bit of that rage
and the shame and guilt that was
NOT hers
And release it
I looked into her eyes and told her
It was NOT your fault
I did this over and over until I could see she was starting to believe it
and so was her body
That had been holding the memory and trauma of this
We would make sure she was no longer holding this
It was not hers
I could feel her body releasing it
Finally,
she was being held,
listened to,
understood,
loved,
We would get her back
Most of all she would get herself back.
Lisa
Lisa - Jane Myers
Māori Shamanic Healer & Psychic Medium
