Yesterday I woke up with a heaviness sitting over my heart and chest
It felt like a heavy depression
Frozen, numb, deep sadness.
I'd had another restless nights sleep
This was quite common now
Especially through lockdown
I couldn't shift it
So I sat in my chair closed my eyes
and asked my guides for some clarity and healing
I cried as I felt the sadness express to me what it was
It was some of my own grief and sadness
As well as what I had been picking up in the collective
What's happening in the collective
For so many of us
Deep despair, sadness and grief around being locked down
Or having our rights and choices taken away from us
I cried some more
I shook
and I let all the emotions pass through me
Then my guides bought Light language through me
I spoke it out loud
It went directly into my heart and body
Healing those places within me and that part of me that is in the collective
That is deeply hurting right now with so many of you
I have always been so resistant to do this
As I have so much fear about being a weirdo
Looking like a weirdo
But if you were on my last FB Livestream with me
You would have seen my council of 9 light being guides come through
and bring healing for all of us who were there
It was beautiful
After sitting quietly
I felt a sense of calm come over me
Relief
I could feel the build up of mamae (pain, hurt, sadness)
Had moved through me
Melted after being frozen, stuck, heavy on my heart
That same way I feel after a swim in the sea
Clear, refreshed, like a lot of built up stuff, sadness, distress, noise has left me.
Come and join me
I have created a Community space on Telegram called Aroha Nui
Where I will be doing livestream healings, card readings, sharing healing Mandala I create and so much more.
You can also share on this platform too.
I would love to see you there.
Arohanui
Lisa
https://t.me/joinchat/p5UbJdfn9dA2YzQx
